Dutzu

Zicea Emi (aproximativ) ca pentru fiecare pacat bati un cui, si la fiecare fapta buna il scoti dar…gaura ramane, si nu vei fi ca inainte. Nu mai stiu exact cine, m-a “onorat” cu porecla “Dutzu depravatu” care s-a raspandit rapid. Atat de rapid, intr-o zi obisnuita de shopping la Carrefour aud 2 tipe zicand tare “uite-l pe Dutzu depravatu”.

Multi ani nu m-a deranjat pana am imbatranit si eu si mi-am dat seama ca nu ma (mai) reprezinta. Si totusi, mai aud lume scapand “perla”. Nu pot sa ma supar, reprezinta o bucata din trecutul meu si nu am de gand sa o neg.

Mai trist este cand pacatele lasa urme adanc, care ajung sa te distorsioneze ca personalitate, sa te faca sa-ti schimbi sau adaptezi identitatea. Nu e nici un erou in cicatricea ta.

Observatie: Pacatele de aici nu au sens biblic.

O zi faina

Emi said (roughly) that for every sin you hammer a nail and for every good deed you take it out but the hole remains, and you will not be as before. I do not remember exactly who, “honored” me with the “Dutzu the depraved” nickname which spread rapidly. So fast that, in a typical day of shopping at Carrefour I hear 2 girls loudly saying “Look, there’s the Dutzu depravatu”. Many years this hasn’t bothered until now, I am old and I and I realized that I’m not depraved (anymore). However I still hear it sometimes. I can’t get upset, it’s a piece of my past and I’m not going to deny it.

The sad part is when sin leaves deep scars, which come to you distort the personality, to make you change your identity or adapt it. There’s no hero in your scar.

Observation: The sins here are not Scriptural.

Have a nice day.

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