Aberatiile lui Dutzu

“Copiluuuuu’, timpul trece, iar tu îti pierzi timpul cu tot felul de prostii. Ti-am zis: lasa dracu’ ratiunea si pune-te pe lucru, ai trandavit deja atatea ore. Si pentru ce ? N-ai facut nimic ! Ai mancat cateva pagini cu ciocolata fara sa mai savurezi ceva din placerea de alaltaieri, n-ai mai scris nicaieri, doar te-ai gandit si contrazis zilnic legat de toate banalitatile posibile. Pana si muzica nu a reusit sa te readuca pe pamant, cum te vad într-o balta de timp stand ca un prost si întrebandu-te adanc de tine si încercand sa pasesti într-o lume iReala. E imPosibil, trebuie sa-ti dai seama. Cum poti savura atatea momente fara sa te hranesti cu nimic ? Te vad slabit, iresponsabil… esti pierdut copilu’ !
Nu înteleg ! Cum poti fi atat de constient si de iresponsabil ? Ce poti castiga din asta ? Te pierzi sa stii ! Acum esti interesat de ocultism, paranormal si zei… tu din ce faci parte ? Observ ca ceilalti si-au pierdut treptat orice fel de încredere. Sunt curios ce încerci tu de fapt cu tot acest joc. Pare a fi un joc în care nu poti pierde, dar nici castiga ceva bun.
Noptile de suprematie încep sa se piarda, curand vei deveni un depravat !”

Si asta a fost…un nou început!

[Multumesc Cata pentru text]

“Hey kid, time is running and your wasting your time on all sorts of crap. I’ve told you: fuck ration and put your ass to work , you’re idleing for so many hours. And for what? You didn’t do anything. You ate a few pages with chocolate without enjoying some of the other day’s pleasure, you haven’t been writing anywhere, you just thought and contradicted yourself daily about all the banalities possible. The music didn’t bring you back on Earth, I see you in a pond of time, staying like stupid and asking yourself deeply of you and trying to walk in a surReal world. It’s imPossible, you gotta realize. How can you enjoy so many moments without feeding yourself? I see you weak, irresponsible. You’re lost kid!
I don’t understand. How can you be so conscious and irresponsible? What can you win out of this? You’re loosing yourself, you know! Now you’re interested in the occult, paranormal and gods…what are you? I can see that the others have slowly lost all the trust. I’m curious, what are you trying with this game? Looks like it’s a game where you can’t lose, but can’t win anything good either.
Your supremacy nights are starting to fade, soon you’ll become a depraved.”

And that was…a new beggining!

[Thanks Cata for the text]